*** Let it SHINE in 2009 ***
~~~Baller*ina Blog Christmas Day 2008~~~
It has been waaaay too long since I have blogged! Wut the Hay Nonny Nonny!!??!? Maybe it is because I don’t think anybody actually reads my blog... DOES anybody actually read my blog? Maybe it is because I don’t set aside time during my daily life to blog; to reflect on my trials and tribulations for the whole wide web to read. Luckily, I don’t think I’m alone! Christmas is a time to stop the clutter and nonsense and get back to the basics: family, love, food... and blogging.*
I am proud of myself this year. I made it onto Santa’s NICE list! I rang in last New Years with the catchy resolution, “No Hate in ’08...” or it could also go, “No Hate-in ’08.” All year, I took it to mean ~ Stop Hatin’ on other people; other people’s choices; other people who be hatin' on me, you get the gist. Now that 2008 has almost come to an end, I realize the true meaning of “No Hate-in ’08:” It means No Hate-in’ myself. I hated the way I talked, sang, auditioned, smelled... I spent so much time trying to change the way I presented myself to get people to like me... NEVER AGAIN! I took a tip from Meg in “A Wrinkle in Time” and started embracing my faults. That’s what makes Baller Mahler Unique; and “Why would you ever want to sound like SOMEONE ELSE???” as my voice teacher always reminds me.
Now that I have reconnected with my new found sense of Self, I am going to LET IT SHINE in 2009. Whoopie for Me! Thank you to my Parents, my BFF Boi-friend, my Broz, My Homies and all my various Coaches and Mentors who continue to challenge me to be myself, trust my gut and take risks. This HOLLA day, I challenge you to do the same. “What’s the worst that could happen? You’ll FAIL?”
***Let it Shine in 2009***